Sunshine

Guess what I'm back again already..I'm either really into writing (not) or really lazy and don't want to do anything but play on the computer..shhhh..it's the latter lol. Well suppose to be 70 degress today YAHOO!!!Anyone living in Ohio definetly knows the feeling of hitting 70 degrees and the sunshining after a long cruel winter it's like poppin the biggest happy pill you can find. Why is it the people who live in the north hate winter and the people who can't cut the heat live in the south..interesting question isn't it..well that sunshine is calling my name so I'm going to sign off from here for now...but you never know when I'll Pop back on...POP..lOL

Changes

Definitely going through a mid-life crisis in my life right now. Son joined the navy, mother is showing her age, daughter is almost a teenager, one day I love my husband the next I'm ready to kick him out and divorce his butt and can't seem to get motivated or interested in anything in life anymore..is anyone else out there with me on this..lol...thats me lol..sometimes thats all you can do. I'm 39 years old and I think thats the time your full force into Mid-Life crisis..I'm looking at things differently and realizing hey I'm grown up and I don't like it one bit. My son has joined the Navy made it through boot camp is in A school to be a Medic and has a chance of being sent to Afghanistan and I definitely didn't sign up for that in my life. He is so mature much more than I ever was and much more than I am. I think maybe that's part of mid-life crisis seeing your child grown up and moving on with their lives without you..to all the moms out there who have little ones enjoy those moments of crying, yelling, tantrums because believe me they go fast. There is 10 years between my 2 children 22 and 12..son and a daughter, and there definitely is a difference between boys and girls or in my case there is. My daughter is very LOUD..anyone have one of those LOUD girls who has to say every single thing thats in there head..welp thats her...if she thinks it your going to here whether you want to or not..lol. She's a very smart, strong and stand-up sort of girl..which I'm definitely glad for that she speaks her mind and isn't afraid to say what she believes in and to tell you if your acting inappropriate ..boy I wish I would have been this way when I was a kid. Unfortunately I was like my son never quite sure of myself tried to just blend in and never really spoke up for myself..that's why the Navy is the best thing for him it's giving him confidence to be the best he can be, even the short time he's been in I can definitely see it. Changes ..my changes, our changes , his changes thats what life is all about and the older you get the more you realize this..Did I mention I just remember this account and haven't been on for months..maybe years..lol..there it is again. Anyhow needed to find something for myself and thought I'm going to try bloggin again, so if anyone finds this remotely amusing..I'm glad to give a little bit of something to someone and hopefully with my adult ADD I will start writing on a more regular basis about the changes that will continue to happen in the wacky walters household..lol